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The Only Fish I Wanted To CatchA sensation of astounding warmth enshrouded my mind and body as I blankly stared out on to the choppy lake. I realized that the blinding sun was sure to burn me by the end of the day. I was only clueless as to where the day would take me. At first I was a little apprehensive closely climbing into the small jack salmon and heading out there for the entire day. What if I didnt shape it back? I had never been fishing alone. All I starve was to catch the perfect fish. It didnt have to be big or fat, just perfect for me. So I mustered up the courage and took a chance. The last time I had taken a chance I had paid for it dearly. Sarina was the perfect girl, and I was determined to let her know how I tangle about her. She didnt make me happy. Happiness was not simply the emotion she brought out in me. Her presence brought out something within me that was very much deeper and more sincere. She was the foundation of my utopia. She had a special quality about her. most(prenominal) people I know walk around with their souls being held captive by their bodies. She was one of those unique people whose body was held captive by her soul. Thirty seconds out of every minute I thought about her. I always made sure she had everything. It took me six months before I could even tell her how I felt. When I finally told her how I felt she took the news really well, but I knew she wasnt interested. After singing me that our friendship was too close for us to get involved romantically, I swept up the pieces of my shattered heart, put them in my pocket and walked away. I had her snagged on my hook but she threw it. I used kindness, and patience, and she used me. I gave her everything she asked of me. She took the bait and ran. She avoided me at all costs for the next two months. Suddenly, I was at the mercy of the wide-open water of my misery, and was fearful of drowning. Had I been coerced into accept we were best friends? We squandered for hours and hours resolving each others individual(prenominal) dilemmas. We called each other religiously on the phone when we were apart.